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Everything is Ruined

by All American Chess Club

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I had a dream And I woke up with you screaming at me Held my tongue with my teeth Why are you yelling at me? I'm so fucking stressed And my head is a mess I just want to get out Of my fucking head I want you to know Your words ain't worth a shit I will go You're selfish and angry and totally helpless I can't help you anymore than you can help yourself This shit isn't worth my time Damn it, I might just lose my mind I'm so tired, and you conspire about my desire To do exactly what you say all the fucking time I want you to know Your words ain't worth a shit I will go You're selfish and angry and totally helpless I can't help you anymore than you can help yourself
2.
Fallout 69 03:16
I've been working on my health every single day But I can't help to put myself down anyway You taught me to feel broken And honestly I've not been coping But I'm learning to accept myself anyway Why can't I just let it go Holding onto things I just can't know We drank We danced But she'll never understand Why I'll always feel alone I've been trying to hang out more with all my friends But all I get are phone calls and more dead ends I'm trying to be happy But I feel so fucking lonely Crawl out through the fallout baby Into my miserable hands Why can't I just let it go Holding onto things I just can't know We drank We danced But she'll never understand Why I'll always feel alone
3.
Maybe when I grow up I'll know what I'm worth But your echoing silence Makes me feel cursed And I know it would be fine If I could just unearth The purpose and balance In self-love unheard I'm finally finding The answers I needed Hiding in the conversations That we've already completed And you know I've been trying To get fucking better So let me get better And escape this hell Love me Even though I don't love myself I'm trying to feel like myself again I'm trying Love me Even though I don't love myself I'm trying to feel like myself again I'm trying
4.
This'll be worth it if you give it a try You can't break down and let yourself cry You think you're special till everything settles You see your fake friends on the weekends Growing out your hair Pretend not to care Growing out your hair Pretend not to care Growing out your hair Pretend not to care Growing out your hair And I can't find you anywhere else And I'm so scared of being back on your shelf Come in from the cold This is getting kind of old And all those cliches were true, at least about you I'll leave you on read, with a big fuck you Growing out your hair Pretend not to care Growing out your hair Pretend not to care Growing out your hair Pretend not to care Growing out your hair And I can't find you anywhere else And I'm so scared of being back on your shelf Come in from the cold This is getting kind of old
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Kids Again 03:37
Can we just pretend we're kids again If you wanna make it real, just imagine it I just need this moment to never end Can we just pretend we're kids again Why do I think so much? Why am I so serious? When did I get out of touch? I'm just trying to be honest Can we just pretend we're kids again If you wanna make it real, just imagine it I just need this moment to never end Can we just pretend we're kids again I don't feel okay Never felt that same old way I don't feel okay Never felt that same old way Can we just pretend we're kids again If you wanna make it real, just imagine it I just need this moment to never end Can we just pretend we're kids again Can we just pretend we're kids again If you wanna make it real, just imagine it I just need this moment to never end Can we just pretend we're kids again

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released September 14, 2023

Guitar/vocals - Brandon Rupska
Bass/vocals - Marty Ladd
Drums - Marc Bland
Lead guitar - written by Spencer Steward/Brandon Rupska, performed by Brandon Rupska
Recording/Mixing - Derek Strickland
Mastering - Ryan Wasoba

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All American Chess Club Terre Haute, Indiana

Midwest emo band from a midwest emo town.

Brandon Rupska (guitar/vocals), Martin Ladd (bass/vocals), Andrew Garrett (drums), Spencer Steward (lead guitar), and Seth Latskins (synth).

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