Lillian (night)

by All American Chess Club

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I don't know how to go on living without you
I thought I was the strong one but then you proved me wrong again
Sometimes I get so sick of it the thoughts of you all in my head

Because when I see the darkness and the things inside my mind
I start to worry and hurry and then I lose my composure
Like a goddamn fool
Like a goddamn fool
Like a goddamn fool for you

Oh I don't know, I don't know why
The ones we love will make us cry
And I don't know I don't know why
The things we believe will keep us up all night

I really wish you'd wake up so I could see you smile
I don't care if you're mad at me I just want to hear your voice again
Sometimes I get so sick of it the thoughts of you all in my head

Because it's really hard when I start to miss you and I think about my life
You were always right tucked me in at night but now you're gone
Now you're gone
Now you're gone
Now you're gone
You're gone

Oh I don't know I don't know why
The ones we love will make us cry
And I don't know I don't know why
The things we believe will keep us up all night

credits

released April 23, 2021
Vocals: Martin Ladd
Guitar: Brandon Rupska
Bass: Martin Ladd
Drums: Marc Bland
Backing Vocals: Brandon Rupska
Artwork by: Sonyadae Swisher
Artwork edited by: Joey Fenoglio
Recording, mixing, mastering: Joey Fenoglio

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All American Chess Club Terre Haute, Indiana

Midwest emo band from a midwest emo town.

Brandon Rupska (guitar/vocals), Martin Ladd (bass/vocals), Andrew Garrett (drums), Spencer Steward (lead guitar), and Seth Latskins (synth).

shows

Jun 22

Mag Bar

Louisville, KY
Jun 29

Tree House

Terre Haute, IN

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